Sunday, January 02, 2005
simple thanksgiving,
simple prayer.
from a girl who had grew stronger
and will continue to do so.
I'm thankful for 2004. For all the things that I've been through and learnt. I've breathe deeper in love with Him; renewing my zeal and passion for His people when I'm on the edge of dying in that area. Breakthroughs in areas like being accountability and teachability. Witnessing God's power in my life during N levels; the strength He gave me for the 21 nights and the peace He granted me before the day I receive my results; the eight points that seems nothing to others yet I'm so thankful for. Now, I've been progressing little by little to spend time with my people.
I want to reach the level of being so close to my people that they will feel comfortable sharing to me anything that happens to in their lives. The kind of family that loves, care and show concern to one another and you know that they won't leave you in tough times. I want to continue experiencing God in a much deeper and different manner, I want to learn seeking Him more and obey Him more when I'm at crossroads. Reaching that kind of obedience to me is not easy, but I will learn. I want to let God hold my hands through this year; a year of O levels, on the road of being a CL and really being salt and light - not compromising in any way. I want to pray more, to be so sensitive to the Holy Spirit especially in tough times. And yes, I want to be single-minded. I cannot, further more, explain how badly I want. -starts chanting single-mindedness- :D
This road ain't gonna be easy. And so, this is my prayer,
"Lord, help me to breathe deeper in love with You this coming year.
Let my past not hold me back from doing more from you,
let my past mistakes be a lesson that I will hold dearly on, and not to fall into again.
Help me to always run back into Your arms when times are bad, when my world came crashing down.
Because only in Your arms will I experience peace and love and grow stronger.
Lord, Lord, so many things I want and You know.
And I ask, that in everything I do, I will give You glory and praise, and may it all be a pleasing worship to You, alone. Amen."
maoed.]
at 1:54 PM